My second post and I already want to be done with this because I have nothing interesting to share. But I'm going to stick with it.
Knee Update:
Doing well. Still doing Physical Therapy and my daily exercises to get muscle back in my leg. I've been able to go on the eliptical now for the past week and a half or so which has been GREAT. I actually hate the eliptical, but it feels more like running than the bike does so I'm loving it for that reason.
School:
Bores me at the moment. After studying Arabic, Islam, the Arab-Israeli conflict, and the ppl and culture of the Middle East last semester, psychology just doesn't seem to excite me anymore.
So I've decided I need to get my life in order. I feel like it's somewhat out of control right now. Not in a major way, just with the smaller things. But these smaller things have been adding up lately. So, to counter that, I'm making small goals for myself.
For example: last week my goal was to sleep in my bed every night, with it fully made, me in the sheets, and pajamas on. Sounds like a strange goal I know, but for those of you who don't know, I have an uncanny ability to fall asleep anywhere, anytime. This ability has evolved into a habit of some sort. A habit of falling asleep out in the living room unintentionally while reading, doing schoolwork, on the computer, whatever. So I fall asleep out there (sometimes fully dressed and shoes on) and end up spending the night on the floor, beanbag, couch, or floor cushion. I was beginning to average probably 4 nights a week of sleeping out there.
Anyway, I am fed up with that. No more. No more.
So last week I made a point to go to BED when I started getting tired, instead of letting myself get to the point where I would just fall asleep or would be too sleepy/comfortable to even want to get up and go to my bed.
I almost made it.
Wasn't fully successful, but it was an improvement! and an accomplishment that felt good =)
So anyway, I'm trying to set small goals for myself, to be intentional, responsible, and force myself to get things done right away w/out putting them off.
I'm sick of being irresponsible, I'm sick of ignoring the world around me because I don't want to deal with the little things.
I have a problem with time...I'm never on time for anything.
I may not care about time, but our society does, other individuals do...I can't just ignore everyone else's expectations concerning it simply because I don't care about it.
Anyway.
That's my little frivolous rant for the moment.
Monday, November 15, 2010
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